Shhhh!

Have you ever been faced with a choice, that ultimately, if you had made one small adjustment to, could have completely changed your life as you know it? 

For me, I can pin point that choice to a miserable, rainy, day back in 2005. That day I made two phone calls. The first call was to someone who I thought I could count on, but there was no answer. I made my second call. That person picked up and the rest is history.

So why bring it up? Perhaps because that first person, knows as well as I do, if they had picked up the phone, things would be completely different. They've even eluded to that fact in writings of their own. But, I, in the end, am the bad guy, in their eyes  for leaving to live my life. I am the bad guy for not choosing a relationship with them.

I've talked to my husband about this, quite a bit. He came to the same conclusion I did. If that person was supposed to be in my life, they would have been there for me. Not only on that rainy day, but in the years that followed.

I'm sure they'll disagree.

I'm sure they will tell you I made a huge mistake marrying my husband.

I'm willing to bet though, that if I had known my husband in 2005, he would have picked up the phone.